REAL TALK: We are Never Alone
Part 1
It’s been a while since I have wrote with the intention to post on my blog section. Like many people; I have moments of struggle to do the right thing.. and in my case is to write more often and share with you; my people, my readers and whoever I inspire; something new, something informative, something that could be of use to all of you or even some, or something to remind you of what you already know.. the truth is I want you to know that I am here for you, to serve your growth journey and to share with you mine.. and to remind you that you are never alone.. and you don’t have to do it alone to be strong, in sharing you learn a different kind of strength, a new meaning for understanding one’s own-self.
I’ve disappeared for a while because life is never done with teaching me and giving me new lessons, and to be honest with you, life has been giving me extensive lessons since I chose to be awakened & started to become more aware. I have some major ups and some major downs.. my “emotional ladder” let’s call it this way has been like an escalator that is not sure whether to take me up or down.. or you can picture it in another way.. “I am on the escalator, and it’s going up, moving forward, and as the journey elevates me; I see things that I love, things that attract my soul and things that I am getting attached to and like and get fond off, but the escalator is moving forward, and I want them with me, but for some reason some of the things are not ready to move & come with me, does not want to move forward with me. And at that moment I feel torn, I’m not sure now… shall I walk down on the escalator that is already going up? Jump off?! Or shall I accept the fact that it’s not ready and I move forward with my journey..”
Mentally I am challenged! If I walk down on the stairs that is going up; the resistance is just too much, and I will probably do more harm than good, pushing things to seek change is way harder than letting them choose & decide.. if I jump, it means I am throwing all what I have done so far and not honoring myself, my effort and my journey for something that is outside of me.. and if I surrender, ohhhhh it is not easy at all, my whole existence starts asking questions, plotting scenarios, fears surface, what ifs and blames, thoughts and internal struggles and fights, all of which will destroy my ego and oh my god my heart just by mentioning all that is starting to act & hurt.. I know at the end it will be worth the wait, all I need are 2 things: the first is a lot of patience and the second is deep devotion of faith to god..
“Everything is happening to serve my growth, everything is already happening to create an even more happiness & harmony for me & my life.. I already have what I need & want now, and the challenges that I am facing is only happening for me to become even more powerful, loving, understanding & even more full of compassion & resourcefulness”
And here I am, in the middle of everything, and with every bit of me accepting what is, a force of habit is taking me back to what if?!
Can you relate?!?!
If you can relate, then we are in together in this my friend.. and what we need to do is to really learn to accept that sometimes you need to let things elevate to your vibration and to ascend to where you are in life.. forcing & blaming is not a game you should play or engage in.
Remember the Escalator is always moving up, moving forward, it won’t wait for you.. so stay open and stay aware.. yes trust the process and learn to increase your faith.. and one more thing.. TAKE YOUR TIME, AT YOUR OWN PACE!
Written sometime in August summer days
